mikku #12: tinman

the rain problem--to
suffer by avoiding tears
with an umbrella

mikku #11: tinman

was it heart he missed
or god not in the clanking
space? bending was hard.

mikku #10: tinman

swallowed no coin, of
a non-comic medium--
no steel, un-alloyed

mikku #9: tinman

the first cyborg I
ever loved was trying to
"limit exposure"

mikku #8: tinman

what is answered? not
axed. what has the axe done? what
have you with an axe?

mikku #7: tinman

distance is tonic.
a balm note at symphony
close: a seattling

mikku #6: tinman

there. His monkey hand
finds one horizon and shows
how to move across

mikku #5: tinman

negotiation
is a knot tightened until
rope-- lets itself go

mikku #4: tinman

cleansed, lights pore through my
throat and down another night
alley. I vomit end.

mikku #3: tinman

She is a she. He
is a she in his many
open shames. Seams rust.

mikku #2: tinman

he creaks: this is his
rift between a project of
body and body

mikku #1: tinman

Integration: feel-
ingly, my brain sparks inside
its tin cylinder

Grace observed, the table stretches.
I am at the yawning end thinking
of pie. That what is sweet
rots, the bloom of pumpkin
into rum blots thought if thought
were ink. But to write is not to eat.

Who is thanksgiving? Whose
dinner was provided in trust and prior
to subsequent slaughter? I am pilgrim
wandering through family members who
won't last until spring, choosing a guest

to hunt down later in the year.

big bertha

is a dominatrix
not a mammy
see her riding crop
her magic wand
her satin knickers

she is a superhero
always a double-life
sometimes a double
wife, unfulfilled

her brain is ticker-tape

what she wants is
what you cannot want
a casket full of
snakes, a feather
in her cap like macaroni

on big bertha

here is a family
mother father babygirl
mother has on red things you cannot see
father is a raper
babygirl a ditz a ditz a ditz
and here is a machine

was daddy bad before he fed
the monster coins? was I always so easy?
one thing I do know: mom had on those
skivvies before we ever met

the nickleodeon

One waits for results. One wonders is love dead. One's positive she deserves this, whatever this is, because no matter what, this is comprised of the same as shit. Shit has always defined her. Remember owl offal. How that was the fluffy place one first understood "offensive," smelling, forward, but also much-informed by the life studied. One studies life. One marries someone who studies life by killing it. Art is regularly destruction. The idea, death, makes vivid. One says of course but certain events heighten this: birth, tests, taking a crap, blood. It is so so ordinary. One wonders about the ordinary as the road to god. One hates driving. The violence of projecting oneself into the world so fast, so mindlessly, so trusting in laws and the normalcy of what is par. One is not par. One is so far from par that the idea of making par is excruciating. One can't do fifty-five, button her coat, bathe her children. One has been removed from these, will re-enter these. But why? One hopes not only to persevere, but to draw a readable life. White lines, an immense lawn, stones. One believes in the road if not to god, and not to god, than to others, an other, one other-- one. One waits for this too. Results not just results. Proof.

overheard

To scrub the soul: Ego-Friendly Wish Detergent

I oxen free the door. It is my brain. Through it--birth. No one comes close. And then I swing myself like a monkey around the apartment, happy to be like a monkey. All the childen of my brain are lifeless and should be until I breathe. I go over and touch one by one, set them up along the fireplace like puppets, think, think of tossing them in. I relent. There is no fire. They seem hungry for life in that they do not seem hungry. They are made of words. They are made of things. They are air. I command them. Spin I say, and they do not. I command them, hop. I am a kind master not to beat them into poems. A kind monkey. Why do they not realize? I toss one into the soot to teach it. I will be a teacher of my its, and not a master. I am, I like to be, kind.